Erm waktu deliver nak dekat, dan pada masa yang sama im thinking about what job will suit mine...haihh..penat fikir about job ni....
Ape yg aku boleh buat, dlm IT department je la yg aku ade experience pun, im thinking about quit in IT job....tak larat lah rasenyer nak buat kerja bersengkang mata lagi...tido di ofis tak balik balik, stress buat system, then documentation, after that pulling to dead to do the presentation...it is so stressful.
..what happen to my baby dan anak nnti, how I want to devide the time between my family and work, if I always on call to settled down the task....arghhh penat fikir ler ....
Tak mungkin aku on the developer site lg...tapi rezeki aku mencurah curah disitu, the salary mmg masyuk,tapi tak sanggup memikirkan kerja yg bakal dihadapi nnti....boleh muntah rasenyer....kalo aku bujang aku redahkan aje kot...tapi aku da kahwin...aku bukan mata duitan,triple salary or double salary sikit pun tak menarik minat aku nk bersengkang buat kerja yg terover sngat....
Masa bersama anak itu yg paling aku dambakan, kalo standard bekerja pun ko ade mase 2 hari saje utk anak anak, dan 5 hari tu ko bekerja bertungkus lumus, ape aje yg ko boleh buat untuk anak anak dua hari tu, I meant a quality aktiviti, aku rase mcm tak cukup...memikirkan itu buat aku menitik air mata melihat iqbal bermain sendiri....haihh sakit jiwa home sick ke tempat kerja hari hari....
My freelance job not really start yet...mesti berusaha start the working progress..i will not working forever in the office...but for the time being I will do what I can do now...for the sake of my family...so many things to be achieved within this 2 years...baby is coming soon plak tu....hihi...berusaha mama iqbal
P/s : kalo aku kerja jadi toll gate woman camane....ok tak...hahahaha
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